just some thoughts.

do you ever have one of those days where you really just don't know how to feel?

you're on the verge of tears because you find yourself feeling disappointed in others. 

when you shouldn't have let yourself put faith in them a second time to start with.

you want to cry, you want to get mad, and you want to ask them why they do the things that they do.

you want to know why they act like they want to be a part of your life when they really don't know what they want. 

all you crave is honesty, truth, and understanding.

and then you realize that they really aren't worth your time, or your tears.

you remind yourself that if they truly cared for you, they would show it. they would be with you. 

and you would have no doubts, fears, or questions to ask.

and you hold on to that as tight as you can. 

you stay strong for yourself and you guard the shit out of your own heart.

you have to keep reminding yourself that you are beautiful, you are smart, and you have the world ahead of you. you try to focus on the good things that you have going for you and you tell yourself that someone would be lucky as hell to have you.

you surround yourself with your best friends and a bottle of wine.

you pray without ceasing for God's will to be done.

you hit the gym and you hit it hard.

that's the only thing that keeps you going.

have you ever felt like that?

because i have. 

and today is no exception.

for some reason i just felt the need to get this out.

take it for what it's worth and know that whatever you are feeling on any given day... 

someone else is feeling it too. someone else relates to you. and you are not alone.

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xoxo.