today i have a little confession for you...
i am completely and utterly obsessed with to do lists.
seriously. i kid you not.
i have...
one at work for my tasks for the day.
one at my house for all of the housework to be done.
and one on my phone for all of my errands to run.
this is a weekly daily thing for me as well.
i try to think that they make me feel better about everything that i have to do.
mainly because i can cross off each thing as i do it and i actually feel like i'm accomplishing something.
but in reality i think they just give me more anxiety than anything.
i came to this realization this morning as i was making yet another list.
i about cried while thinking about everything i have to do before my road trip friday.
(yes, road trip. i am excited.)
oil changed, nails done, pick up dry cleaning, find a dress for saturday's wedding
(that's a big deal when you live 30 minutes from the nearest mall), do laundry, clean the house...
oh, and pack.
all while working 8am-5pm every day.
it's a lot.
but i didn't realize it was so much until i started to write it all down.
but if i didn't write it down i'm likely to forget something.
which reminds me, i need to make a list of what to pack...
i know i should stop complaining about to do lists.
being busy and having the ability to do all of these things is really such a blessing.
but it's not until you start complaining that you realize that you honestly have no reason to in the first place.
it just helps to put it all into perspective, really.
i am more blessed than anything that i am able to make a list, run errands on my own, take road trips,
go shopping, and hold a full time job doing something i love.
so today, instead of dreading my list of things to do...
i'm going to cherish it.
and know that there are people out there way less fortunate than myself.
that cannot do the things i can.
and i need to remember that.
besides...
not everyone gets to make home visits on pretty days like yesterday instead of sitting in an office.
which is exactly what i am fixing to do again today.
and there you have my social work side showing it's face on le'blog.